On April 1 I decided to make a change for the better. I was,
and still am, determined to be the healthiest ‘me’ possible. My first food
change was decreasing the bread products I consume on a daily basis. I traded
in my morning bagel with cream cheese for yogurt with berries or a tofu
scramble w/olive oil and vegetables. I also stopped eating frozen meals for
lunch. I’ve always been a real big bread eater. I don’t eat much meat so breads
and pastas were my typical lunch and dinners. As of today I have cut a lot of
that out of my diet and feeling great. Of course I occasionally have something
sweet that is not a whole food, but on a typical basis I stick with healthier
food choices. I still eat some whole wheat bread products but I'm focusing on whole
foods which haven't been processed-you know foods without all those additives.
If I can't pronounce the ingredients, I have a hard time believing it's good
for me or my family! I’ve eaten pizza probably four times in the last four
months. If you know me then you know pizza was always my favorite meal.
Unfortunately, it also causes me major bloating and weight gain. It’s not my
friend. :-( So I've traded an easy pizza dinner for baked/grilled chicken with
veggies. On occasion my daughter and I will have fun making a homemade pizza-at
least in that case we can control the ingredients....and can pronounce them.:-)
My initial goal was to start exercising. They say moderate
exercise is 30 minutes three times a week. So I wanted to find out if I would
lose weight if I started exercising; thus was the start of my 30 Day Challenge.
I had wanted to exercise for quite some time. I truly enjoyed jogging in my late
teens/early 20’s but my body has changed so much since then; mostly my fault
but not completely. Along with scoliosis of the spine, I have a type of
rheumatoid arthritis. The last 1 ½ years have been a huge struggle mentally,
physically, and emotionally. Thankfully my rheumatologist was able to find the
right medicine for me to begin feeling better. Though I still have pain, some
days are still bad, overall I am much better (cold weather is awful for me!). I
felt better and therefore it was the perfect time to try to exercise. I started
jogging and walking intervals on April 1st. I did about 12 miles a
week for about a month. I iced my ankles and feet just about
everyday that first month. The pain was awful but I knew I had to do it for me…for my kids…for
God. He gave me this body and I haven’t taken care of it like I should. I lost
about 2 pounds the first month, depending on the day. I was a little
disappointed but proud of myself that I hadn’t given up. I decided to continue
and change my 30 Day Challenge to a Life Challenge. Trust me, it hasn’t been
easy at all but I didn’t expect it to be. Almost 4 months later my workout time
just fits into our daily schedule. Sometimes the kids exercise with me, other
times Tim will watch them. Sometimes we will go on a walk/stroll as a family.
I’ve come to look forward to exercising because I know it’s good for me. I push
myself, but I know my limits. I workout 5 days a week now for at least 50
minutes each. I’m just now pushing for even longer. It’s been too hot to jog outdoors much so I’ve been doing a cardio dvd most days. I no longer take my Prednisone and pray that I don’t have to restart anytime soon. That has been
great! I’m still taking my other arthritis meds and know they are truly helping
me right now. My back hurts often and recently my knees have been awful. Am I
pushing myself too hard? I don’t know…maybe…but I’m not quitting. Please pray
that those things will ease up soon. I am not giving up. I have not met my goal
yet but I hope to by the end of this year….I am not giving up…I will push
myself…I will better myself. This is not easy.
Anytime I feel like I can’t go on, when the pain is too hard to bear, when I don’t have the energy, or have too much on my mind, I imagine Jesus jogging right beside me cheering me on and telling me “You can do this”. Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
So if you have a change you want to make in your life but you don’t know where to start, Start with Him…start with God. He is my source of strength, and my cup runs over. You might say or think it’s not a big deal to start exercising, and maybe you’re right to an extent, but it has been hard for me. I give God all the glory for my endurance and the mind to stay focused. I hope that you too will put your faith in God and know that He is always with those who trust in Him. When it gets difficult just know that Jesus is right beside you.
Remember: The most important change starts
on the inside.
Progress To Date: I’m down 16 pounds and 20 inches, and on my way to a healthier 'me'.
Shawna
1 comment:
good for you! It's a hard journey but it's a rewarding one!
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